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A LETTER TO CASSIOPEIA FROM SHINHWA CHANGJO

 

Hello Cassiopeia Fans ^-^

I am a member of the group Shinhwa fan club ‘Shinhwa Changjo.

’The reason I chose to leave this message is because, just a few days ago the senior group H.O.T’s fan club members of “Club H.O.T” left us message. I know I lack in a lot of areas, but I hope I can be even a little bit of help to all the Cassiopeia members. So I’m going to start my letter ^^

The first time I saw Cassiopeia members was at a filming of Music Tank. The song that DBSK was singing at that time was “My Little Princess” right? ^^

It was a song that I liked personally, and I also wanted to see the famous DBSK and Cassiopeia members, so I went to the filming. Of course, there were many people at that filming, and most of those people were holding pearl red balloons, most likely Cassiopeia members.

I watched the Cassiopeia members being pushed, shoved, hit, cursed at by security, police, and staff. Enduring the pain and sorrow, the Cassiopeia fans held it all in patiently, waiting for DBSK who was the last performance on that very hot day. I couldn’t help but to think of myself who has been cheering Shinhwa on for the last 7 years. The Cassiopeia members were just like any other singer’s fans.

There were plenty of fans that were worried that the DBSK members would be upset because so many fans weren’t able to follow by the rules.

Don’t worry, we were all like that in the beginning ^^

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Today, Mapuan students batch 2009 will make their schedules.

It may be done online but it is still tiring. 

We have to wait for some subjects to have sections. Malas mo lang kung naubusan ka agad. Patayan na naman sa pagkuha ng sections eh. Tapos puro Loading or Session Lost.

However, madali na rin kasi nga online. Pero minsan, you still have to go to Mapua just to make your schedule for the next term.

Haaaay. *sigh* I hope Mapua can fix the problems when doing it online: Session Lost, Loading that will take you an hour, Disappointed students who weren’t able to get a good schedule because of the limited sections.

NR: Darling wa Namamono ni Tsuki 16 v04

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OMG look at the number of notes <33

the amount of emoshinki people you mean…

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Until I met those five, i am a rebellious child. Ipinakita at ipinaramdam nila sa akin na kahit hindi ka kadugo, may family bond like na mabubuo. Kaya sobra akong affected sa nangyayari sa kanila ngayon. Nagbago naman ako kahit papaano nang dahil sa impluwensya nila. Many things had happened to them. And I know, they can survive it all.

How I wish, they’ll be back as five again.

#BeStrongYunho

#BeStrongJaejoong

#BeStrongYucheon

#BeStrongJunsu

#BeStrongChangmin

#BeStrongCassiopeia

#BeStrongTVXQ

NP: ZION

I am feeling the pressure again. Every 10th week ng kada term. Haha.

Kung may pumasok sa bahay mo at kumuha ng ilang gamit, kakausapin mo ba yun? Kasi ako mabibigla at baka kung ano ring magawa ko dun.

Sasaeng fans, matagal nang nagpapahiwatig ang lima sa inyo di ba? Bakit hindi sundin yung hiling nila. It’s okay to support. But, may limitation. Ikumpara ko man kayo sa akin, magkaiba talaga ang ugali natin. Hindi ko ilalagay sa bingit ng kamatayan ang idol at sarili ko masundan lang sila. Masaya na akong nanonood at bumibili ng stuffs nila. Pero ayun nga, magkaiba tayo ng ugali. Hindi naman ako kayo at hindi naman kayo ako. Wala na akong magagawa dun.

Soulmates, isa kayo sa faves ko. Pero nadisappoint talaga ako. You can do that. I know may limitations kayo. Alam kong ilang beses nyo nang pinagsabihan ang mga iyan. Alam kong hindi sila natinag. Pero mali pa rin ang nagawa nyo. I can’t tolerate violence against other people esp women. Just be sure, pagbalik nyo ng Korea, do clarify these things. Magpublic apology kayo. Matagal ninyong pinagtatrabahuhan yang kinalalagyan nyo. Kaya nyong mawala yan bigla? Say sorry to those who put you on pedestal.

Yan lang ang masasabi ko regarding sa issue. Hindi ako makapagreview ng matino sa inyo. Hahahaha.

PS: magconcert naman sana ang TVXQ5 sa Pilipinas. Aasahan ko yan.
Always Keep The Faith

May 7, 2011. The first time I have attended my fandom organized event, the 8G. My hands were shaking. My whole body is shivering the first time I heard this, while I was riding the bus that will take me to Starmall, when I was on line at the entrance and most especially, when I was inside the hall where the event will take place. It seems like I am in my own world. When I went home with a bag full of TVXQ merchandise, smile doesn’t leave my lips.

 

January 21, 2012. Several months later, I immediately went to Cassiopeia Philippines’ booth in SMTOWN Warmest Gift Album Launch. I was surprised, shocked and again, shivering… An invitation to 9G: The Red Room Exhibit was all I saw on their table, haha. The moment I saw that paper, I want to bring it with me on my way home and post it in my room. That day, I was very much determined to attend.

 

After January 21, I was determined to save money. My father is not here to lend me some money, the way I had for 8G. I am embarrassed to loan from my mom. I had this mindset, “9G… All my money should come from allowance… By hook or by crook”.

I am very happy that my mom allowed me to go. I always ask permission after I have bought ticket. I chose Jaejoong Time though Yunho is my bias. Sorry, my husband. (Thanks, kuya Edward Capili, the one whom I bought my ticket! :D).

 

One thing that made me eager to come to 9G is that there is a video contest… again! Of course, I joined. 8G was a very big opportunity I missed, (I almost cried when someone picked Yunho standee). When I have joined, Ang Pangalawang Gintong Itlog ni Junsu, my mind set to just join and show Cassies how much I love TVXQ… the prize just came far second. I used pick up lines as theme since I was watching Bubble Gang when I am thinking of a theme. Sorry about that. I am very frustrated at first because my video wasn’t uploading in Youtube. Until I change some setting, the uploading was erring. My face lit up when my video finally uploads! I have immediately send my entry to Cassiopeia Ph’s page.

 

February 24, 2012. I am very frustrated and depressed. I thought of having some Temple Run game against trains in LRT. It was one of my unluckiest days. I even sent GM about sad love songs and other stuffs. Of course, mostly TVXQ/Tohoshinki songs J. When I finally stepped on the gate of our house, I am determined to finish at least, my Physics Homework to lessen the other activities I have to do. There, I finished it. I smiled. It was time to sleep. My mind… my dream rather is about 9G.

 

February 25, 2012. This is it! THIS IS IT! THIS IS IT! The day I had been waiting for. The day I had been dreaming for the past month. Let me tell you the reasons why I am going to these 9^th Gathering of Cassiopeia Philippines:

1.  It is my first time to go to Taguig! I ride bus then ride MRT. To my surprise, the bus I had ridden went to Ayala, just below the MRT Ayala Station. T^T. I almost shout, “JINJJA!” ß- that’s my favorite expression.

2.  It will be my second time to meet or at least, see my fellow TVXQ fans. I am happy the first time I saw was a fellow Mapuan, Ana Cabrera. She was waiting for a friend but their ticket says Yoochun time therefore, she needs to go to Fully Booked immediately. We, two, went to the event.

3.  It was a very nice event. There are Library, Exhibit and Tohocafe. The standees are even there. :”>. The glimpse/teasers shared by CassPh is soooo teasing!

4.  The Cinema/Film about TVXQ/JYJ/HoMin. And the video winners are included as well. So I have to watch.

5.  Of course, the most important reason, JYJ’s In Heaven Album Release!!! It was one album I wished to have since I fell in love with In Heaven and Get Out as well as the other tracks.

While I was piling on the entrance, I saw some flaws with the event. The cinema started late, the tables, exhibit, TV, and library was not somewhat organized. Seems like they are preparing at the time, we, attendees should go. But I think, these flaws can be accepted. ;).

 

When I went to the TopShelf, I immediately grabbed a copy of In Heaven. I’m so happy… Smile can’t leave my lips. I am set in a good mood. :D

 

I entered first in the Library. I was wowed. Photographs from debut up until I think, February of this year, are displayed. There is a small shelf, a table and a couch. The shelf has photobooks. OMG, TVXQ photobooks. From their L.A. photoshoot up to Intermodulation of Jaejoong. The magazines as well, from magazine which has small feature about TVXQ up to High Cut and Elle. I have never known other fandom as dedicated to their idols as ours. I was really enjoying the browsing of TVXQ photobooks and magazine. Even if I have downloaded these pictures from scans before, a copy in your hands has different feel. I was frustrated, I wasn’t able to take a look at JJ’s Intermod. The girl beside me really enjoyed reading so I can’t get it from her. Then I stand and went to the photobook. Thanks Ate Erika for the picture!!  J

 One of my most favorite TVXQ Shot

One of the few moments na kenkoy si Changmin

I went to the Exhibit Room afterwards. A lot of TVXQ memorabilia and photographs are displayed. They even displayed the awards TVXQ had received from local award giving bodies. :D. There are so many cheering goods displayed. I even want to bring home at least one. Hahaha. This explains why TVXQ is in Guiness for most photographed celebrities. I think, the pictures in the exhibit is only 3000/5000000 pictures of my Dong Bang Shin Ki. While I was doing my rounds, the television was already set. We had watched the DVD from the Best Selection Album released here in the Philippines. After that, I teased myself on the pastries at Tohocafe. They sell, TVXQ cupcakes, cream puffs, Korean coffee and my favorite, Cheesecake. Each pastry has a certain chibi form of TVXQ members stuck in a toothpick. I bought 3 Cheescakes (Yunho, Jaejoong, Changmin), 3 Muffins (Jaejoong, Yoochun and Junsu) and lastly, a Cream Puff (Yunho). I can’t wait to go home and taste them :”>. (pun intended)

 

I took pictures of the pictures displayed as well as the standees of each member. I went back to the library and scanned some more of the magazines. It was until Ate Paola said that our time is almost up, I do not want to leave the exhibit. Kung pwede lang talagang iuwi ang mga magazines, photobooks, picture, cheering good and all, iuuwi ko.

 

Since they said that the Private film is delayed for one hour, I went to Market! Market! to eat my lunch. I went to Tokyo Tokyo and opened my newly bought album. I want to screamed, “ MAY JYJ ALBUM NA NAMAN AKOOOOO~!” But then I am a Civilized Citizen, I prohibited myself.

 

I went back to Fully Booked at almost 4:30, and I am late, Hey! Don’t Bring Me Down was already playing. OMG~! I shouldn’t leave before 3:30, pero nangyari na ang mga nangyari. I sat at the stairs since I saw some of the cores sitting there as well. My favorite part on the film is the film itself. It was screaming TVXQ5~! It is so nice to scream, smile, laugh, cry and be touched by the film. It was my first time to see Darkness Eyes performance and now I know why JJ loves Darkness Eyes so much. It was awesome. What do I expect from these five talented, awesome guys? And It is, my first time, too, to watch the Singles photoshoot making of Junsu. My gosh, that pictures of Junsu doesn’t leave my mind. “Get Excited” nga raw.

As a bonus, my video was the last one to be seen from the video. I do not know what other thinks but I was very much at awe. I can’t tell, “It’s my video playing”. It was very much surprising. T^T. I can’t believe that I won.

 

After this awesome event, I cried at the bus, silently. My mind was occupied by what has happened to me that day.

 

A whole day of spazzing of KPOP is not different from other days I spazz at KPOP. The only difference is that, February 25 marks my fourth year anniversary of being a KPOP fan and I celebrate it on an event organized by my first and forever fanclub in KPOP, Cassiopeia Philippines.

 

Thank you, God, my parents, sisters, si kuya, mapuan kpoppers, fellow and cores of Cassiopeia Philippines and most especially, TVXQ!

 

God bless all.

Yummy pastries from 9G <3 AKTF. W formed :)) 

PS: Sorry for my late fan account, I was veeeeery buuuuuuusy. >_________<

PS2: I was interviewed by MYX after the Film… Maybe because I was smiling like a fool! :)))

PS3: Sorry for low-quality/blurred pics. My phone is always been like that. :))) 

PS4: Cassiopeia Philippines member ka ba at nag Get Out sa bahay nyo? Kasi In Heaven ang feeling kapag pumunta ka ng 9G. <3

 

As of now… On all subjects I have, this one makes me dizzy. The applications we must do is really something. :(. My head can’t, just can’t load any much info about this subject. But of course I must do the same. I must finish the Machine Problem we are tasked to do. :D